However, we did use our Harvest Host membership for the first time and parked our van (not the WonderVan yet) for the night in the parking lot of a winery/brew house and meet a sweet young gal who served us with a smile and shared camaraderie over eating plant based food! Thanks, L!
My Healing Journey through Breast Cancer
This is actually my personal journal that I started after my biopsy. I soon realized that as more friends and family members found out about my cancer, it would be much easier to invite them to read my journal and allow them up to date information on my physical, mental, and spiritual condition.
Blog Archive
Monday, April 15, 2024
A Foretaste of Upcoming WonderVan Life
Wednesday, April 3, 2024
With Gratitude, Optimism Is Sustainable
I was cutting up pineapples in order to grill and dehydrate them for this upcoming September when John and I plan on living in the Canadian Wilderness for a month! We have dreamed about this for years! We will have only a canoe, tent and gear for fishing and cooking. Besides what fish we catch to eat (being plant-based now changes things for me entirely, so I’ll have to decide just how much fish I’ll allow myself to eat up there) I’m having to dehydrate or vacuum seal ALL our food which is why I’m starting to dehydrate now!
As I did that delicious preparation, I was scrolling through video reels and one came up that stopped me in my tracks, put a tear in my eye and made me want to share it with those who read my blog. This is one for the record books! Click on this link!! His profound words are POWERFUL!
Then it made me think how grateful I am that Bevin Bells company agreed to make me a Gratitude Bell that others can buy for their own reminder to express gratitude to God for their blessings. I ring mine almost daily and it always elicits a response of claiming out loud what I’m grateful for in that moment. While it is still my hope that these will be placed in every cancer infusion center to encourage stage four cancer patients, most of the bells that I am aware of are hanging in people’s personal spaces, and it would be my hope that everyone reading my blog would consider getting a bell for their home or a friend to support the company that so graciously made this bell specifically for me.
I flew to Florida on March 28th to visit my daughter, son-in-law and granddaughter and I’m especially grateful I get to spend this Easter with them to witness beautiful acts of faith in Jesus.
Unfortunately, on Friday night while drying a crystal glass, it just broke into two and the sharp glass shard rammed right into my palm leading me to the ER for 4 sutures.
The PA asked if I was ok with a medical student to suture it and for some odd reason I just really wasn’t in that frame of mind. I’m usually one to always help out students but this night I felt differently and asked the PA, Josh, to suture me up himself, which he gladly did. Come to find out he’s a Christian and sings in his church choir in Naples, FL area. I asked him if he was familiar with my favorite worship song, Gratitude, by Brandon Lake and he had not heard of it so I played it while he put in my sutures. He started humming along to it and I knew he was the perfect person for me this night! He was such a gift from God and I love how my Heavenly Father takes such perfect care of me! Thankfully, only 4 stitches later and I’m going to be just fine.
Josh, the PA said he was sorry that I had that happen, but in that moment, I was so grateful that I got to see and experience God’s care for me and then the thought that it was Good Friday came to mind. I had only 1 cut and was bleeding which made me pause and think how Jesus willingly took 39 violent whip lashes with sharp bones and metal shards on MY account…whew! I was so humbled to think how intense and unfathomable that excruciating pain must have been and how much blood must have poured out of him! Thank You, Jesus for going to the cross and enduring it all for me!
This weekend I’m really thankful that I get to spend it with this little lady and her parents.
Sad that my hubby couldn’t come down with me but he’s working hard on our WonderVan. This weekend he’s putting in the flooring!!
Last week we started applying the olive ash burl veneer on the bench seats. It is even more exquisite than the photo shows.
Friday, March 15, 2024
I’ve Got The Joy Joy Joy Joy
After the last blog entry, how could my heart be any more grateful?!?! And boy have we celebrated!
Here in this photo I was gladly ringing 🔔 my Gratitude Bell once again this week as I will every three weeks for the rest of my life, but this time I’m joyfully ringing it knowing that there is zero active breast cancer in my body! Some people asked why I still get infusions if there’s no detectable cancer and the answer I’ve been told is that once a person is diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer, the treatments do not ever come to an end because they never really know for sure if there might be a rogue cancer cell somewhere, so they basically preventively continue with infusions.
To celebrate, John and I went immediately to my favorite mountain biking trails at John Bryan State Park and we joyfully rode a couple trails on a perfect spring day! I love listening to Brandon Lake’s song Gratitude as I ride! And for those of you who know I have tried desperately to contact Brandon Lake himself to see if he received the Gratitude Bell gift I sent to him several months ago… No, I have heard nothing😞.
Wednesday, February 21, 2024
Miracles ARE REAL!
My past few weeks have filled me with lots of GRATITUDE.
Two weeks ago LillyMae and a I drove to the chilly north as we hiked and winter camped in Wisconsin on a trip with some of my favorite people! Admittedly, waking up in 20°F weather is becoming less of a novelty however if it means hanging out with these two…I’m all in! In addition to laughing and learning with them, I got to see my long time friend Wendy & my nieces Stephanee and Sammie! I made a commitment to upping my game and hiking minimally 1 mile a day with the hopes of several multiple miles at a time on good days!
Some ‘exciting-for-a-grandma’ news is that my beautiful granddaughter started walking, so I can’t wait to have her run into my arms in a couple weeks!!
Here in Ohio, I got to fully enjoy what will likely be the last snowfall of the season. Although it was only a scant 3”, it was beautiful and I went out for a hike to my bench and sang my favorite Brandon Lake song, Gratitude! I don’t think I’ll ever tire of hearing it! Then I was treated to seeing robins and hearing cardinals singing! I am so thankful to have a place close to my home where I can enjoy God’s beauty in nature!
And now thanks to the melting snow, there are flowing waterfalls where I can hike and sit while listening to the gentle bubble of tumbling snow melt cascading over some fossilized rocks! I had to take 2 days off of hiking as my left calf muscle cramped so spastically for a couple nights in a row that I could hardly walk without wincing. Yet, here I relaxed at this spot praising God!! I have today! More gratitude!
This past week, during my morning reading time I came across some Bible verses that touched me. I’ll share in hopes it’ll encourage you, too. LillyMae especially loved the second verse as we read together.
Now to continue with all things gratitude, I drove to Columbus, OH twice this week for tests and my infusion. The drive was glorious! A vibrant sunrise displaying Elohim’s creative genius.
I had an echocardiogram on Tuesday & PET scan and infusion today. Waiting for Dr Johnson to give me a call with the results.
And on this warmish Wednesday morning, John and I enjoyed each other’s company as I had yet another infusion. Yes…I did ring my Gratitude Bell both in coming and going and asked the receptionist if anyone ever rings it and she said that ’Yes’ they do!!! This makes me happy. The infusion was easy and now we head to the shop to keep working on the building of our WonderVan!
JUST GOT THE CALL from my PET scan results!
I can’t call everyone, so I thought I would make a quick recording that you all can watch to see my reaction once I got my call from Dr. Johnson! I am praising Jesus all the way! He is my healer! He is my miracle maker! God is so good… So, so, so good to me! I will receive it willingly, with every fiber of my being! Thank you Jesus for the gift of this miracle that I get to experience through your healing hands!